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I'm 18 years old.
I love love love my music and going to concerts.
I hope to one day I can travel the world. But more importantly, I'd love to finally see Chicago, IL and Japan.

I am slowly learning how to use my Canon 40D... so you might see some pictures on this (that aren't shitty!)...... one day.


..there are so many I's in this box :X

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Sydney
  • Interests: music, nursing, midwifery, photography
  • Favourite band or musician: Empires, Thrice, Dustin Kensrue, Rise Against, Jack's Mannequin, The Starting Line, The Kooks
  • Operating System: Windows Vista Home Premium
  • MP3 player of choice: Microsoft Zune 80gb
  • Favourite game: Animal Crossing
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stay Puft Marshmallow Man. not really a cartoon character but who cares!

Journal History

how many days are you afraid of turning off?

Sat Nov 14, 2009, 9:03 AM
"Fuck."

That is all that is going through my head right now.
I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking. I can't stop thinking. I CANNOT STOP THINKING. All these things have been running through my mind for a month now. I've been beating myself up emotionally over this and have thought about everything over and over, again and again. I'm going insane. You wonder why I'm silent, it's because I'm thinking of how to tell you these things. At the same time I wonder why you're silent, and it only adds to the fifty billion other question marks I have lingering in my mind. I've wanted to spill all the things that have made me feel so insecure but whenever I see you, we're always with your friends. Argh, I mean... I'm always tagging along with you and your friends...
I wish I had told you everything today (or better yet, yesterday, considering it's Sunday morning now) so I could at least feel better that I let it all out. I thought I had until I got home, but I got nowhere near. I'm so sorry I lied when I said I was worried about my aunty and the exam. And I'm sorry because I didn't mean some of the things I said. Truth is, I've been worrying more about your feelings for me. If I talk and spill, will it make you think twice about our relationship? Because I know I have. I'm so sick of getting hurt.
I just hope that you understand where I'm coming from when I tell you.



It's 4:02am. I am in bed and on my phone posting this entry. I need to be up in 4 hours. Fuck!

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:iconkaton241162:
=katon241162 Mar 14, 2009, 11:53:43 PM
Thank you very much for the :+fav: on "Walk the Plank" Aileen :-)

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Member of the following clubs =sunsets *Scapes-club *waterscapes-club
*natures-beauty-club

We often miss the small things in life as we rush through the day doing whatever we need to do to survive in this hectic world.
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~xpsychickidx Jan 31, 2009, 4:53:00 AM
I'm sorry.I did not know. Somewhere I have found it in net
I will change :]
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~nattayyz Dec 9, 2008, 7:55:26 AM
i wanna be seeing some upload of fotography cauz of the new camera soon!

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nahtee :heart: :heart:'s her bunny :)
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~helloes Dec 5, 2008, 3:50:31 AM
thanks so much for that favourite ;)
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~ConcertPhotography Oct 23, 2008, 1:07:21 AM
hi! i'm the admin for a club on here called concert photography! I would love it if you wanted to join. :)

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PLEASE JOIN THE CONCERT PHOTOGRAPHY CLUB!!!
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~Hooful Sep 5, 2007, 1:35:20 AM
:glomp:

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je ne peux pas trouver les mots. //
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Mood: Tender ~shoobi-mj Sep 23, 2006, 7:42:58 PM
Hi Aileen :licking:

i :love: you very much..

WEll I better put my art up soon...

Bye!!
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nahtee :heart: :heart:'s her bunny :)
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~nattayyz Jun 6, 2006, 6:17:41 AM
thanku 4 talking me thru mi random burst of emotion n tears lol means alot hun :hug: luv u heaps :heart:

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nahtee :heart: :heart:'s her bunny :)
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